Life

Yay!! Holidays are coming!! ^^

Going places and having tons of fun.. Hehehe.. schedule quite filled up already. =P

Now, to finish two more tests and off I go! Wheeeeeeeee ~

It's nearing the end of term... another test down! (out of 6 this term, haha..)

Now, only two more to go. Today's was horrible; had to get all the appropriate ratios and figure out how and what to write! ISHK! 10 questions in an hour. >.< My hand hurt from writing so much. About a page a question. I think I need to learn how to write faster without words being illegible.

On another note, lots of random people talked to me today. It feels a little weird but nice at the same time. Oh! and for once, the person at the counter didn't check my ID! =P

Now, to have a little treat and then back to studying... This is going to be fun. =)

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I want to be there but I can't;

It hurts and I wish I could do something....

Thankfully things will be okay again :)

Things have changed;

No reason, no event, no occurences, just in a moment, in that frame of time, it feels as though for the first time, I am able to see. Oddly, it doesn't feel scary and yet somehow it feels familiar, it feels happy. In a sense, it is liberating.

In certain ways, it feels as though I'm starting to find myself again. It sounds really weird and it feels odd to say that. But that's just how it is. I feel different yet I remain the same.

I am starting to realise what you have given me and how you've always loved me. :)

For everything you don't have, there is something you have;

they seem to come in pairs.

I think I know what I want now... =)

p.s. it doesn't really matter if something felt wrong, I am not worried anymore.

something felt wrong.....

now i am worried something is wrong =(

It's snowing in October!

SO COLD!!! yet so pretty... =)

It's so so SO COLD!!!

I just want to snuggle in bed all day long and listen to the pitter patter of rain outside whilst I'm dry, warm and cozy...

hibernating...

I can't believe and even begin to understand the way certain people behave or act. It utterly amazes me (not in a good way, mind you) and I suppose it also shows me how lucky and fortunate I have been all this while.

It still beats me how some people do what they do and actually are able to live with themselves!

geez... I am so totally annoyed and upset at certain people right now.

Wish I could be there for you...

A raindrop in the ocean

Thanks to all my lovely friends and my loving family who made my 21st birthday extra special!!

I am really touched by all the birthday wishes and the effort you all put in. I feel so lucky! ^_^

Thanks to my dearest sister who sent me an adorable looking card! My family members, aunts and uncles, cousins for the lovely birthday wishes.

AND...

All my lovely friends who remembered!
Ai Ling, Ai Vee, Ai Yin, Allan Sia, Ann Ye, Charles, Chea Ming, Edwin, Erin Hoo, Hazirah, Hong Ping, Hui Wenn, Ian, Jo-anne Tay, Joel Tay, Jo Leen, Jonathan, Joyce Fong, Karen Choi, Keljin, Khai Ven, Khay Khoon, Kris, Lawrence, LiKai, Li Lian, Lisa, Pei Lynn, Rahayu, Ren Yin, Robert, Sarah Pang, Shaun, Sheah Lin, Shiau Aun, SIM, Stuart, Sue Lin, Thanita, Tony, Wei Yun and whoever I forgot to mention cause I kind of lost count after a while. >.< *my apologies!*

And to those who celebrated with me!
Chin Keat, Sao Lee, Edmund, Yi-Mei, Hui Zhen, Sam, Zi Dong and Yun Ching! ^_^

This is a super frustrating and upsetting and well TIRING weekend...

I had a group assignment due on Monday at 12noon and it wasn't as though we haven't been working on it.

ARGH!

Friday:
Schooling hours 9am - 6pm (with two hours break for lunch only).
Then, I returned to school to meet my group to do our project at 9pm. Basically, rushed home, bathe had dinner and it's off to school. :(

We worked on the project from 9pm till 4am before retiring home. SO SO tired and I thought that was bad. 9am - 4am. :(

Saturday:
Had to wake up to meet people at 12.30pm for our project. Everyone was so tired and exhausted. Still we all managed to get there and get things done. Later that evening, we worked on the project again.

Sunday:
This was the worst day eVER! We met at school at 3pm, wanting to finish the project at around 5pm or 6pm because we all had things we wanted to do such as prepare for the tests that were looming BUT...

Work carried on till 12.30am before we were finished!! SO delighted that "the end" was in sight!

THEN it all happened....

Just when we wanted to save the file into the thumbdrive, the server crashed! Our work was gone. :(

It was terribly terribly upsetting and we had to redo our project! *sigh* Just when you thought you could go home and rest after a very long day.

I was super upset. All my work gone. We tried to recover the files but no luck. All the servers in the computer lab just went down at that instant. How unlucky is that?! :(

In the end, we knew asking for an extension wouldn't help as we had yet another assignment deadline ahead and will have to do it over sooner or later. Hence, we started to do our assignment again.

Guess what, this sunday, my supposed to be rest day, I went to school at 3pm and left at 6.30AM! *sigh*

This is truly a crazy experience and I'm so very tired now. Back to sleep and rest for me. ZZzzzz...

My long awaited update!

To my dearest friends who have been checking my blog, my sincere apologies.

Well, here they are finally, enjoy! :)

OH! And Happy Chinese New Year!!